heart in glass jar

And for some reason I loved you once.

Do you know what it feels like to have the bones in your chest churned to dust?

To have your heart pulverized to mush?

I cringe sometimes when I think of the person I have been. There are things that I have said that never should have been uttered in public. There are things that I have done that can be seen as a total disgrace of the human race. There are a thousand things I must atone for, yet here I am soaking in my own self-pity.

There are things that I want to change, but I’m just sitting here doing nothing.

To quit all your addictions at once must be insane, but it might be the only way to get it done.